Something I will not tell you but I wish you to know.

Don't try to google this blog.

Everytime you say anything, my heart break.

Everytime you off the webcam without a smile, my heart break.

Everytime you cry, my heart break.

Everytime I found out something that I shouldn't know, my heart break.

Everytime you complain bout me, my heart break.

What you asked me to do, I try my best to do it for you.

What you asked me not to do, I will do it if I can.

What you want from me, I give it to you.

What you don't like, I don't do.

What you love, I always do.

All the sacrifice I made for you,

All the love I gave it to you,

All the bad habit I changed for you,

All the money I spent on you.

And I just want a little bit of care from you sometimes instead of me always care bout you,

I want to feel your love too,

I want to get what I want too.

But what I want always not what I get,

I understand that nothing is perfect in this world,

I can't expect you to be a perfect lady,

I will just accept the fact that you're my best gf but not the perfect gf.

I will always love you,

I will always forgive you,

and I will always miss you.

*all the above are not rubbish words*

Lim Shenn Yi, how I wish that you're right beside me now and know whats in my mind now.

*PS, you're getting spoiled but I will still spoil you*