How?

Tomorrow I am having LAW exam and I am here blogging. Wish me luck tomorrow. I really don't know who I can talk to, thats why this post is to express my feelings. "I don't believe you" when I heard that from you since don't know when, I am trying really hard to gain my trust from you again. I believe no one can imagine what we quarrel every night since that day, I am still smiling infront of them, making jokes, but actually, deep in my heart, I am bleeding.